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6 years of not being dead

Is celebrating 6 years of not being dead! Yay 😂! Its 6 years since my brain haemorrhage today - I don't know whether I am  getting better or just better at being disabled. I find i care less about about  things I see as unimportant.  I sound as I sound, I walk as i walk - yes I am doing my best to improve it but  until then it is what it is.... (it turns out not caring what anyone thinks is actually an awfully lot easier said than done - you will hopefully never know how hard that  is to write that I don't care and actually mean). I know on Facebook you are supposed to put good things and i don't want to be all negative - so I am really happy im alive today with my lovely husband and family but I am not going to lie or sugar coat it - as you can probably imagine it is/has been  truly terrible. It has been, and continues to be, the hardest thing I have ever done by far - those that know me well will know how hard i work... But yay for being alive! I guess